4 Sides of Me

Today I wanna talk about myself...
Well maybe the word "myselves" is more suitable.
Why? Because there's a lot of me, and sometime you barely notice that we're actually a single person.
Let me introdice you to my friends.

1. The Cheerful
He is someone who is very happy and enthusiastic. He can laugh at almost anything, and sometimes make good jokes about something unimportant (ex. Himself). He's so active that sometime ppl called him as "hyperactive" or "crazy". This guy talks a lot, usually in Bahasa Indonesia. Not only this guy talks a LOT, he also talks VERY fast and sometimes very loud. He's honest and sometimes ignorant. He would not be ashamed to admit his own weakness (the opposite of The Desperate who do the exact contrary). If you're lucky to get a chance to chat with him thru BBM, he's the one who always use emoticons in the end of almost every sentences.

2. The Desperate
He is timid, pathetic, and blue person. He always see himself based on his weakness.a very unstable guy who think that he's worthless. One simple word/sentence/image can leave him severely depressed. He oftenly spends his time thinking and fantasizing about what if the past was not as how it is now.his biggest dream is to rewind the flow of time, so he could fix the countless stupid mistakes that he made. He rarely speak, but his thoughts speaks more than any word could express. His endless cries can also be silently heard at night. He contemplate himself mostly in English. His BBMs are short, unexpressive, and sometimes a cliffhanger.

3. The Furious
The sarcastic bitch. He never even have a glance of thought of what would it feels like to be the one listening his harsh words. He have 2 favorite modus operandi to release his anger. One, by speaking in a very sarcastic way. Two, by shouting VERY loud to his source of conflict. He always thinks that he's the right one. Always trying to find your mistakes, even sometimes using mistakes that have no correlation at all to the conflict. He wouldn't even give a damn to BBM you. He prefer to use the social networking sites to publish his sarcasm. He thinks in indonesian, speaks in Indonesian, but writes in English.

4. The Determined
He's the serious one. He studies, he debates, he reads. He is the one that takes over most of Aldi's professional moments (as a student, and as a debater). He's the one who have many goals set in front of him. He spend his time thinking why everything is the way it is until now. He's the one that formulate and confirms the existance of the four sides of aldi. He's the one who is concerned about why japanese don't speak L while balinese don't speak F or V. These thoughts are the things that drives Aldi into his usual daydreams. He is so obsessed with games. You can see him trying to focus on beating a game. He's also has a good imagination. That's why you can see him draw things on his books, without letting anyone know what he's drawing.

The four Aldis existed. They are inseparable. They're one. They are the ones who make Aldi who he was today. Their growth per se is to be delightfully anticipated, but their growth as a single human is something that hold even a more beautiful mystery.
Let it unfold naturally.

Sincerely,
The Determined.