A pause and a change

It has been more than one year since I posted on this blog. A part of me thinks it's just because I'm lazy. The other part, however, believes that the hiatus was caused because I was in fact, changing at that time. I can feel some differences inside myself now.

To start, I think I'm more mature right now. I am not the emotional and angry person I used to be. Being accepted into one of the biggest law schools in indonesia helped. I know how to behave rationally. That doesn't mean I've lost my crazy side completely, though. That side will be back, that's for sure.

Next, I am more aware of myself. Not only in terms of physical appearance and clothings, but also how I project myself in front of other people. I know it's highly dependant to what other people perceive. Then again, it's always good to know what you're saying.

Lastly, I am now a supporter of personal joy and happiness. I'm no longer a believer of inherited responsibility. I believe that everyone have the right to do something because they like what they do, instead of fulfilling the wish and expectation of others.

All in all, this is a change that I am experiencing. In my opinion, all are good changes. I hope that the next time I pause my writings, I can come back stronger, more mature, and ready to write some more interesting chapters.

RNW.
Revaldi Wirabuana
Faculty of Law
Universitas Indonesia